Few days back, I was horribly shocked from my email. Oh I received one comment to one of my article. At first, I was happy and excited to read it, but then afterwards, I was upset. I wondered why, someone don’t know how to be polite in telling something, in a way that will be a little professional or not being rude. I appreciate the fact that she put effort, took her few minutes of time and wrote a comment on my blog. As a respect I wouldn’t post it here. I must say, she gives me idea, what to write today; what article and what would be the content.
Anyway English is my second language. Most of the time my articles contains errors and typographical errors, same as others. I probably also talked to someone using my bad and horrible grammar, well I truly admit it. I am certainly sure that I am not alone in this world. I am currently residing in one of the European country. They have different languages here, and just few people know how to speak better or even a little English. I must say, I am still blessed that I am able to speak English to everyone, and I know three languages now. Learning is best! English language is important for me, when communicating to other people, when traveling, and also for writing.
Upon writing the articles, I never used anyone to correct my grammar or if someone will, then it will be my husband’s job. I never used private editor, to check if everything was right or not. I don’t pay anyone to do the job of editing before articles will be published, unlike the other professional. I do it by myself, without using dictionary or any other tools that will lead my writing to perfectness. I am writing blog article not even one month now. I already have almost 900 views, few subscribers and lots of comments (bad and good). I considered myself newbie and beginner in blog world; I never tried that ever since. Since I started writing, I was aware that I will encounter horrible comment consist of message about errors and grammars. I was expecting that when I started my first ever article. They said, the best part of being a writer is to write using the heart. Yes, it was actually great when you wrote from deep inside and not just because you must to.
Unfortunately, it happened 2 days ago. . I can’t stop anxiety, which rolling around my heart, after I read the message. I am started to be a little insane, but after few words from friends in blog world, I just realized; I will be better in my own way. I am happy to what I am doing, and letting other be part of what’s happening to my life. I am glad, I met some friends through blogging, and they were there to give comfort.
I am happy to write and share about my personal life and knowledge. I do believe that, one day soon; I will be able to be better than what I am now. For now, I am not a dictionary to have much meaningful words for you, neither encyclopedia to correct the details itself, I am just a human. I am the error maker and the problem solver. I am human who commit mistake, even in writing. I am who I am, I am not playing perfect because I’m not, and I will not be. I am not playing smart and intelligent, I am being with myself. You are also human and if you do, so do I!