Okay, I have been out for so long in the TTC update. Honestly, I have no idea what to share with you all in my TTC journey because every month is just same as the other month. It’s been a long time since we started TTC but still haven’t had the luck. Sometimes, I am losing hope already, and just all day down thinking about it.
Why does other people get it sooner than I am. I do exercise and even take a pre-natal vitamins, but still nothing? My TTC number 6 was a joke like always. Every month there is something different with my cycle and reason why I couldn’t recognized anymore if my cycle is regular or no longer consider regular like it was before we tried.
Cycle 6, I was 8 days late, and so I began to think that maybe that is something. But I ended up upset again after the next day I got my period. The cycle 7 well, I got this very pink spotting. unfortunately I couldn’t upload the photo here because my husband won’t allow me, because it may gross other readers that will read; so just look at the photo below as it has same color like the spots.
That is the color of spotting for one whole day which never happened to me. I began to worry because I never had pink, like totally pink for whole day. I went to school like regular day without using tampon, only the liner. It was fine whole day but I didn’t take any test because I was kind of thinking maybe it’s again false alarm, as my cycle goes wrong and wrong every month. So I decided to wait and yet the next day after spotting pink, I got this heavy bleeding that lasted for 3 days.
Again, another failed month of TTC.
Right now,I kept telling my husband that maybe, probably “I have a problem”, it is because I am really getting tired of my period every month. Why can’t I be pregnant when other can in a month or two? What is wrong with me?
Cycle 8 is still waiting for the result if Af will come or not, so I will let you know in a week or so…